Well week 11 has just passed me by and now we are at the beginning of week 12! The final week. Who would have thought that I would change in so many ways in only a few weeks? Well, I have. I have never felt stronger inside myself. One of the Biggest lessons I have learned during my STEPS journey has been, how to say No.
No I don't want to know what your problem is, I have enough on my plate. No I can't give you any of my time this week, I am too busy with my study and what time I do have belongs to my family. Thanks for the offer but THIS would suit me better. And most importantly, I have learned to say NO MORE when people want to treat me like a I do not matter.
Ha ha my house is cluttered and messy, I don't remember the last time I just sat and watched a video but I have never felt lighter. All the insecurities that held me back in the past have been left behind like suitcases that were just too heavy to carry anymore and you know what? They were heavy but they had nothing in them, why did I carry them around for so long? Now when I stand up, I am seen, because now I stand tall.
Now that I have discovered all this I am ready to REALLY start my journey. STEPS was just the first leg,
Soon I will start my Undergraduate Degree in Business/Communication. If I thought this took a long time I am in for a bit of a shock. My next program will take 4 years. But I am ready, I am more than ready, I am eager to get going and learn all that I can.
